of getting burned and losing cool
2 weeks of calls and starting to I’m starting to get burn out with how sad an agent’s life can be. soon enough, we’ll (our batch) be distributed in different teams, with different lives, and I’m stuck here with my dreamy self still envisioning my “first” to finally come out in the open and save me from the dark forces (this company) that has captured my soul (at the moment). I’m trying to device ways where I can still find time and meet up with my batchmates for they at the moment are my inspiration (hmm..) to stay because I’ve been receiving reports about bad company practices and somehow it bothers me because I really want to get promoted in due time, but staying here could mean a lot of sacrifices. i stopped singing with the choir (to move on with love and friendships gone to waste), I’m not seeing anyone for the longest time, and I just miss going out with a movie buddy or mean time guy (whatever term is more appropriate).
I figured out that staying in the industry entails lots of hardwork. To stay awake and alive is one of them. and how did I keep myself awake for two weeks of fun-filled script reading and voice modulation?
Try to guess from which song/ artist I got the following songs:
1.if you lose your way, think back of yesterday
2. you’re in love and I know that you’re not in love with me
3.i’m not stupid person still in love with you
4.we can’t play this game anymore but can we still be friends
5.i can’t figure out just what to do when the only cure is you
6. I hope he doesn’t make him laugh because his laugh belongs to me
7.all I ask is just a little honesty though I know that you’re not coming back to me
8.she’ already taken, she’s already taken me
9.i’m practicing your name so I can say it to your face
10. seven years is quite a long time to make a girl insane
11.do I need a reason to tell you why I’m singing you this song
12.i remember the boy but I can’t remember the feeling anymore
13.sacred to confess what I’m feeling, frightened you’ll slip away
14.why do you give your love to someone else and share your dreams with me
15.you know that we needed some time and space to breathe air
16.it’s like meeting your man of your dreams and then meeting his beautiful wife
17.if I could ask God just one question, why aren’t you here with me?
18.i was blessed because I was loved by you
19.i could just stay here beside you and love you baby
20. you don’t even know I’m alive
21. it’s the hardest thing I ever have to do to look you in the eyes and tell you I don’t love you
22. who will see the madness in your life and will be there to catch you when you fall
23. but I want something in return
24.i wanna fall fall for you and I want you to fall for me too
25.over and over again, I tried to tell myself that we could never be more than friends
Enjoy!
And for my song for the week, here’s my latest lss from gwen stefani, who is a vocalist of no doubt and one of the most fashionable musicians we have today. here’s her song “cool”.
Song lyrics
It’s hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It’s good to see you now with someone else
And it’s such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we’ve been through
I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool
We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we’re still the same
After all that we’ve been through
I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool
Yeah, I know we’re cool
cubi,after 18 hours of sleep 
